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i write poetry, prose, critiques, reviews, and random rants.
i read pretty much anything, from mythological things to psychology to romance to drama to historical fiction to biographies of people i like. Manga. Fanfiction. The Kushiel series. Vampire novels. Blood and Chocolate. Everything.
i listen to mostly rock, though i really listen to anything. Currently, i'm loving scene-sounding music. i just don't enjoy most reggae, twangy country, and anything that has really shallow lyrics. Instrumentals rock. Techno, house, some pop, some rap, hip-hop, etc. are also good, but mostly rock and happy music.
i listen to Three Days Grace. Marilyn Manson. Sugarcult. The All-American Rejects. American Hi-Fi. Mest. The Smashing Pumpkins. The Human Abstract. Evanescence. Sarah McLachlan. The Dresden Dolls. The Mascara Story. Meg & Dia. All Time Low. The Spill Canvas. The Smiths. Fall Out Boy. Blink-182. Plus-44. Angels And Airwaves. The Vincent Black Shadow. My Chemical Romance. Captain Jack. Michelle Branch. Vanessa Carlton. Cash Cash. The Morning Light. Infected Mushroom. Jack Johnson. Sister Hazel.
i watch Law and Order: SVU. Law and Order: CI. House. NCIS. Bones. The Crow. Sliding Doors. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. The Others. Wes Craven movies to laugh at them. Homeroom. Heart of America: Homeroom. Cowboy Bebop. Blue Gender. Anime.
i go to the movies when they're cheap and convenient. The mall too often for my taste. Wal-mart for everything because i am becoming a corporate whore (and i'm poor). The Restaurant to help out sometimes and for special occasions. My computer nearly every night again. My phone, texting, always.
i admire talented musicians. Artists. Free-lancers. Revolutionaries. Actors and actresses who are not doing crack. Non-anorexic stars. You. Bohemians. My friends. Those who live for the moment. Those who practice polyamory.
i respect Ray Bradburry and, so far, this man is the only one i truly and utterly respect.
i have a life. No real household right now. A mother who is better now that i don't have to deal with her every day and night. No life. A job that pays slightly over minimum wage. An amazing contingent of friends, all of us forming some sort of amoeba-type creature all together, most of them D's, all of them whom i love to some degree, some more than others. Nowhere to go in life except forward into the unknown. You: my best friend; my partner in crime; my beloved; my Muse; my beautiful boy; the one who collared me; my sadist; my Dom; and the current and hopefully future part of my life. You: my best friend; my partner in crime; my sister; my Brain Twin(TM); my other half; the claimer of my right wrist; a part of my heart forever. You: my best friend; my partner in crime; my musical soul twin and verbal sparring partner; the usurper of my mind; the lit candle in my darkness; the sweet smile to my tears; the sweetness in the bars of lonely confinement. Nights planned out for friends to join where i can test out my growing cooking skills. An amazing online community that is supportive, fun, sweet, and shares my love for Terre d'Ange and Jacqueline Carey (http://terredange.net/forums/index.php). A future that i am looking forward to. A past i don't ever, ever, ever wish to change, for it would change my disposition and where i am in life right this very moment.

I am A poet. A writer. A wanna-be artist. A critic. A hopeless-romantic-at-heart. A cynic. A submissive. A masochist. A very-rare-sometimes-slight Domme. Suppressed. In love [with the idea of being in love]. Unfulfilled for now. A once-cutter. A sometimes-wanna-once-again-be cutter. A relatively average girl. Un-Normal. Not a straight-A student any longer. A disappointment to my father. A failure to my mother. A creative soul. A wannabe rebel. A self-proclaimed Prunky Gothemer. Quick to smile, quicker to laugh, even quicker to cry, and quickest to love. A feminist. Not an extremist. A Boho. Attracted to beauty of all kinds. Almost always tired. Waiting to escape. Afraid. Uncertain. Controversial. Convoluted. A female once-gamer who misses her games. A female MtG player. Not afraid to argue my views on controversial issues that I know about. Worried about many things. Scared I have many ailments and afraid to have diagnoses. A self-proclaimed hypocrite. A living contradiction. An RPGer. Not afraid to speak most of my emotions to most people. Not a huge fan of "popular" things and is easily angered when things I like become "popular." Usually in pain of some sort. Kinky. A somewhat-LARPer. A pansexual. A want-to-be practitioner of polyamory. Guilty. A beginner of D&D. Always missing you. Tired of typing for now.






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